“I Saw the TV Glow”
Genre: Sci-fi/horror/coming-of-age drama/LGBTQ+
Country: United States
Written and directed by: Jane Schoenbrun
Starring: Justice Smith, Brigette Lundy-Paine, Ian Foreman, Helena Howard, Fred Durst, Daniele Deadwyler, Lindsey Jordan
Rated: Rated PG-13 for violent content, some sexual material, thematic elements, teen smoking
Run time: 1 hour, 40 minutes
Release date: Made debut at Sundance Film Festival on Jan. 18, 2024, available in limited theaters May 3, 2024
Where I saw it: Kan-Kan Theater and Restaurant on the near eastside of Indianapolis, on a Wednesday evening, $13, about 12 other people in the theater
What it’s about: Set in 1996 and then moving forward in time, teenager Owen (Smith) is introduced to a late-night TV show, “The Pink Opaque,” by an older student (Lundy-Paine as Maddy), and Owen’s grip on reality becomes tenuous.
My take: Aesthetically interesting with a cool indie soundtrack dominated by female and queer artists, “I Saw the TV Glow” is an uneven work and often feels like a patchwork of scenes, but it resonates emotionally and, while not especially scary, is at times creepy. It’s also a heartbreaking work, centering on Owen, who senses he is different but seems to be too scared to explore why or just finds it more convenient and acceptable to bury his feelings. Owen likes to wear pink and becomes obsessed with “The Pink Opaque,” a program that his angry father (played by Limp Bizkit frontman Durst) says is for girls. When Maddy tells Owen she is into girls and not boys, she asks Owen if he likes girls. “I don’t know,” Owen replies. “Boys?” Maddy asks. “I-I-I think that … I like TV shows,” Owen says. Schoenbrun based her film on personal experience with gender identity and society’s lack of acceptance for those not adhering to societal gender norms, and though the film is about a struggle with identity that Owen isn’t prepared to face, the film’s messaging can be applied to any young person struggling to figure out who they are and who they want to be. Or older folks who have not lived life as their authentic selves. A pervasive sense of dreamlike nostalgia hangs over the film (the mid-1990s already being 30 years ago), one that buffers the overall feeling of sadness. The creepiest moments come from the TV show inside the movie, “The Pink Opaque” based on “Buffy the Vampire Slayer” and similar programs of its era. The fictional show’s villain, Mr. Melancholy, is unnerving, especially in extreme close-up. There isn’t much of a narrative arc with this movie, though whether that is important is debatable. It delivers its important messaging while being a bit perplexing and not wholly satisfying but interesting, entertaining and heartfelt.
My score: 78 out of 100
